1*

Being a quitter for almost seventeen years, to not be one was tough.

I was a quitter. Having had lots of opportunities in past, I was able to learn how to play piano, guitar, and to swim, ballet, etc. Yet I was never consistent enough to bring a good result at the end.

One day in February 2009, I was on my way to Solo Ensemble to perform the piece Meditation, from Thais, by Massenet. Never been played as a soloist, my tummy was full of butterflies making me feel sick. Quietly waiting for my turn, I constantly looked over my music and calmed myself down.

When my turn came, my accompanist and I walked into the room tuned and ready to play. My hands were sweaty, my heart was palpitating real hard, and my face was getting just as red as strawberry. With a big breath, I raised my bow and began to play.

It was quick. That three minutes in front of a judge was so different from the times I practiced by myself or even played in front of whole student body. It was short and quick, my piece was done so smooth and fast that I was amazed.

After a talk with a judge, I waited. Then there was a post hanging up with a result written down. I did not think I was that curious to know what letter I got. My eyes were rapidly searching for my name and then slowly moved my eyes to the score. 1*. One star. That was it. That was it! I got the highest score and not just a 1, but 1*, which means I get to go to the States to perform once again.

With congrats, cheers, and hugs I could feel that I have succeeded, that I have come far and have showed not only to others but also to myself that I was no longer a 'quitter.'

That night, I called my mother who has never too pushed me but always supported and believed in me. At that moment, I could see how one little start can turn into a great work bringing a great delight.